Fire isn't it so terrifying how much you can love someone?!!
I am the same with BJ, drives me crazy occasionally, but good lord I love him to death.
He (well and DH of course but in a different way) is my entire world...he's just a joy....
I have had to make arrangements for him to go to my old work on monday (child care) while I go to the dentist for my wisdom teeth...even the thought of that is tearing me up sooo much at the moment!

Good solution for the co sleeping...have you seen those co-sleeping beds that you can get? they kind of have 3 sides on them....hard to explain really (which doesn't make it easy for you to know if you've seen them!)

Anyways I'd better go...