Sorry have not been on for a while and have not read any posts but just thought i would share that I started spotting a few days ago and was sent for an u/s that showed no heartbeat so am waiting for the wekend to be over and if i do not miscarry natrually before Monday then I wil have t go in for a D&C........guess it was not ment to be I am finding it difficult at the moment as I had stupidly got all the baby clothes out and started washing them and set the bassinet up in my room had even settled on the name Grace or William so I feel the baby in many ways was already here...if that makes any sense at all probably doesn't.....Just brings back Liam's loss all over again.....I know I will be fine I have had to keep going... I survived Liam's death..so I can survive this ...

Sorry for the miserable post really i am Just wanted to let you know why i have not been around or maybe want be for a while