1, can my body handle it. can i have more c sections..BTW i don't feel 9 months is enough to say no to forever.
2, How much harder will it be finding rental properties heaps harder wish we had enough cash to buy a home out right! ya got to think about these ting ya need a roof ova ya head.
As for money well we wont get any more but i know i could make it work i am very good with our money. The laughs and giggles jokes and unique humorous talents of all the kids are so wonderful i love it i couldnt ever imagine really not having the kids live with us i would feel alone.
other points i am, considering is this
am i wanting more kids only because my body is like a 50 year old and i am nearly all tick tocked out? I don't want regrets. Before having this knowledge at age 21 i had always dreampt of bigger is better as many kids as i could have is what i wanted, at least 5. hopeing on round 8 or more. Maybe ill go through menopause this year i don't know that scares me it blinkin scares the crapper out of me one day it will all be slowly being taken away ill, have no choice or control.
I also think wait till josh hits all his mile stone markers before deciding just encase of anything. I don't even know if he is slightly deaf or not at all or completely deaf yet! I dunno why but i am so protectively concerned over his well being and mile stones.
oh and these 12 kilo have gotta go first! only 9 of pregnancy weight tho.
thoughts anyone are i crazy???
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