I think after I go to nights & had a year of doing that, then I will look at doing a course in something I want to do in the future!!! Not sure what yet & Ideally I'd love it to be something I could also use in Bali when we return there to live!!! Have to keep thinking... I know if it's meant to be it will all fall into place!!!

The crash last night was horrible, I am glad the girl started breathing & moving her hands & stuff when Ambo's arrived as there was alot of blood & then I was wracked with guilt over the Emergency Services lady saying the words CPR & me thinking to myself I am not doing that & risking my baby, my life & leavbing my kids with no Mum due to the amount of blood coming from her mouth & then later in bed I was sickening myself thinking if that was one of my kids would someone stand by & let them die!! Thankfully I wasnt the only person there so I just passed on the messages from the ES lady!!! Freaky stuff though....