hehehehheehehe Tracey, thanks heaps for your words. And yes I am going to try and relax a bit more. I mean i know logically that yes, she has always been a small eater and yes despite that she is still on her growth chart and yes she is developing well for her age and is happy and contented. I guess there is just this irrational fear in the back of my head that she will end up with a nasal gastric tube again. Totally irrational I know, because we haven't been there since the initial jaundice re-admission. I guess it's just stupid fear in my head. And yes I will try and relax more

That's great that Maddy had fun. I really believe kids should just have fun and not feel they have to win everything. Some kids I know chuck the biggest tantrums if they don't win every game they play or race they enter, and in my mind that's not the spirit of it all. So glad Indah slept well too last night.

Did Maddy spit the water out before she learnt to swallow it?

Thanks heaps too Cass. And yeap I've spoke to heaps of drs/nurses/paeds about it and they all say the same thing - don't stress and stop counting the mls, as long as she is happy and healthy don't worry. So this is my new mission. Funny that you are a worry wart too!

I will let you know about ebay too. I've been checking them out a bit there, but haven't bidded on any yet. Might start bidding next weekend after DH's next pay day, but I'll let you know which ones!

Ok so ladies my mission is to become a more relaxed mother. If Lucie isn't feeding it's 'cos she's just not hungry and I'm not to worry about it unless she is looking sick. So remind me of that if I bother you all with this nonsense again ok!

Oh and she's taken 380ml over the 2 feeds today