Bex: I'm not taking fenugreek, i just think it's a ridiculous word! I'm bigger than I was pre prey but I've found most days I can look in the mirror and think " I look damn good for someone that had a baby just 2 weeks ago!" I feel guilty eating junk too specially since I'm still not up for excersize but I don't have any of the sweet cravings I was having while pg. Helps too that Dave keeps telling me I look amazing and tapping me on the shoulder every night (yeah right, as if that's gonna happen lol) so I'm feeling pretty good about it all even with 15kg still to lose.

Babyluv: thats a fantastic sleep! And yay for not needing a ff topup before it, that's awesome news! Maybe the expressing is working for you, it worked for me too and now I can get 100ml out of 1 boob if G sleeps for a few hrs to let it build up a bit.

Mizqtie: aw pics of your boys together will be awesome!

G's just finished a feed and now were doing the waiting sleeping thing, she looks so cute all asleep with my boob as a pillow! Dh goes back to work tomorrow night so will be first time over 4 hrs on my own with G, I'm not so worried about the nights it's the day shifts I think I'll struggle, but I've gov til wed to figure that one out. Hope anyone else up at this hour feeding like me has a relaxed sleepy bub soon!