oh Nadine don't feel bad one little bit about FF your beautiful little bub, you are doing what is best for you and your family, that is all we can do.
Elise is my second bub and it certainly is different this time around. When she was born I had a definite feeling of needing to protect and nurture but the love has come gradually, I am enjoying Elise alot more though, I am more relaxed maybe becauise I know no matter how fussy or whingy sheis, how little she sleeps, that it will pass and it will all be ok.

Skye - that sinner sounds yummy, want to make me some too lol.
Don't stress about tummy time, I think I have out Elise on the floor maybe 4 times lol on her tummy, she is just a very strong little bub. I was so surprised when she rolled as she is literally never out of someones arms unless she is in the cot, pram, sling. she has been able to hold her head up from about 2 weeks on her own for long periods of time, so don't go by Elise she is not the so called "norm"
They all go at their different rates and once they are up and about rolling, sitting etc you will want them to be oh so nice and floppy and cuddly again