Hi All

WOW you guys are good. Ive only just been shopping my butt off for Xmas and Jasmines birthday but I havent even thought of a party! I guess I should throw one! How exciting. Now I get to plan her party!! Well I assume it should be pretty easy. At the moment she goes absolutely crazy whenever Dora the Explorer comes on TV and I have about every single toy you can get of her and Jasmine just loves her! I cant wait til she moves into a big bed because I have this cool Dora bed thing I got from Target! YAY Im so excited!

I updated Jasmines website the other day with some photos that I just hadnt uploaded, and when I went to put some new ones on, I couldnt find the camera. I dont think I have ever been so upset for such a long time. Her first steps....all that stuff I could not find. Also the cord was missing that plugs the camera into the computer, so I knew it had been taken, because normally I just leave it IN the computer. Anyway I was crying, ripping the house apart and Michael swore to me that he didnt have it. I couldnt eat, I couldnt even sleep. And the son of a ***** was hiding the camera so he could go and get a photo of Jasmine blown up. He didnt even tell me this until the next day, after I had been so upset and gone through so much. I even said to him If you have it, and are doing something nice for me, just tell me to stop looking and I wont care... Yet he still swore to my face that he didnt take it. Such a ****ty thing to do. Im still upset about it. I think I have said every single swear word thats ever existed these past two days. That was such a mean thing to do. NO matter what for. But he just doesnt understand. I feel like hes just cheated on me or something! I feel violated! Im just so angry. I dont even know if were going down to Batemans Bay this weekend now or not.

Anyway thats my rant.

Thanks for listening to me go off. Feels like a long time since Ive done a big one like that! PMSL @ how often it used to happen when I was pregnant lol

I missed Gymbaroo today. First day back and I forgot!

Got to run

I hope you and all your gorgeous babies are well!