When my kids have *melt* downs like that I feel the same.. Like the neighbours are going to think I am hurting them or something. I usually go out the front lol.. wander round like I have something to do while they are screaming so they can see its not me..

Well Olivia slept all night **dance** She woke briefly at 11 but I just popped her in bed with me and she slept till 6.. I didn't sleep so great as Olivia kept snoring and Jacob woke me at 4 to go to the toilet but overall I got better rest then normal..

Today I am just going to let Olivia sleep on me for her sleeps. Simon is asleep today so I can't put her in her own bed and it makes for a very long day otherwise with checking on her constantly cus she is another room and not on her monitor ect ect ect..

Well the miss is grumpy now. Prob got to much milk from my lopsided booby..

why does just one breast get very full and sore when she sleeps through? I try to feed evenly and I honestly thought I fed very evenly yesterday but yet again one side very sore and huge!!

oh and **sniff** 3 more days and my baby is 8 months old. when did that happen.. 8 months is like all grown up and moved out of home hehe