Liz.. i don't have any advice but I am sure it helps even just a little to write it all down..

I am so sick to death of Simon not helping either. I hate getting handed he crying baby everytime and being told she wants boob.. yes when she was a newborn maybe but for petes sakes.... before she was a little cranky and I thought stuff it and went and sat in the bathroom for half and hour Simon got her to sleep without "the boob" oh and I am not a COW.. MIL words.. she always says here come the cow.. or if Olivia cries She wants the cow *sigh*

I got this house looking all sparkling last week and Simon came home and said how lovely it looked. i said lets attempt to keep it this way.. I said I need your help to maintain it. Of course the house looks like crap now. I just did the dinner dishes and I need to vac and mop while Olivia is napping. Isaac is sick with the vomits now.. and where is Simon...............chooses to go out now.. yes he has to pay bills but he didn't take Jacob cus he had to get in and out of the car a few times.. well ****e hey!! seriously how difficult is it to take a ONE child with you.. I manage 4 on my own and he complains abut one..

Anyways sorry for the ramble but it does feel good to let it out.. I need to go clean this bloomin house again..

I am sick of vomit and sick of kids snotty noses.. sick of housework.. sick of doing it all while Simon gets to go out on hiw own or do exercise or whatever the heck he wants..

amazing he is home already.. better go