I had such a crap night lasnt night... ash had terrible tummy aches and i was up ALL night, pacing it got to mid night and i thought i would go sit in the lounge try to get him moving a bit but he decided to just sleet so at 1am i got back into bed and it got a little better afterwards but still had to keep waking up to comfort him every hour or less, i cant even remember.
Dads kitten was driving me nutts, just wanted to play and crawl on ash.. and when i locked her out the room she sat by the door and cried.. AS well as about 10-11pm rob starts smsing me saying his whole family are over and hes telling his 2 sisters and BIL about ash.
They took the news well aparently and are pretty excited to meet him...
But i actually got quite angry last night.. i know they got his fluffed version and besides the SIL and brother the rest dont know the real story, which i know i have to get past, but hes messging me saying they want to meet the grandson, cousin.. blah blah and i said several times you need to start seeing him before they meet him cos frankly ash is affraid of rob right now and i feel like now the parents know and are excited, rob is wanting to show him off like hes some trophy and proud dad....i could be totally wrong here.. but he is still the ***** that has treated me and ash like ***** the last 2 years and hes obviously not showing any intrest in making an effort to see ash...
I asked him this week to catch up cos i was taking ash to the beach.. and he was too busy working so i said fine i wont ask again (he always says he works and cant) and last night after i said u need to see him he said i do want to, i said well you have my number and he said he would talk to me today... well its almost 5 and havent heard a thing.. im soo freaking p!ss3D GGRRHHHH......
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