OK girls i am sorry i haven't been around *hangs head in shame* I have been so busy and am really struggling with finding any kind of balance since starting work. Although i am only working PT it more full on than i anticipated. I am doing 4 days until i start tafe and i leave home at 7.30am and don't return til after 6pm so i am exhausted all the time. This week i have taken a bit of a step back as i think i am burning myself out. Molly has been really unwell for the last 2 wks and so has DD1. TBH we all have had this cold/flu thing. I don't remember the last time i had a full nights sleep Both girls have had croup and have had a trip to hosy over the weekend.

On a good note Molly is toddling everywhere and her foot seems to be improving each day although she still has a slight limp. I am starting to believe the specialists that by the time she is 2 it shouldn't be noticeable. So proud of my lil munchkin.

Her first week of DC went really well but the last 2 have been horrendous. I just don't know what to do anymore. I am really enjoying work and think i am a better mummy for it. (meaning the time i spend at home is more enjoyable and i am nicer to be around-more patient etc) Today has thrown me and i am ready to pull my girls out of their centre to look for somewhere else but don't know if i am over reacting. What do you think? Molly has been very hard work as of late not just at DC at home too. She is super clingy and very unsettled in general. Well today when i went to pick her up she had a fat lip that was cut. I was given an incident report to sign that made my blood boil. It said
"As Molly cries consistently all day every day it is unknown how the incident occurred. We do not know if she was hurt by another child or had a fall as we did not know she had been hurt until we noticed the abrasion and blood"
Now as i said i may be over reacting but to me this says "Molly always cries so, we don't know what happened and we don't care" I am going to go and see the coordinator tomorrow but don't really know what to say. I know she is unsettled i know she cries ALOT but still surely they can tell the difference between a whinge cry and a I'm hurt cry. And if she was unsettled and was crying why didn't someone see to her or why wasn't she been watched maybe then they would have known how it happened. Her shirt was COVERED in blood.

Ok enough ranting from me. Sorry for lack of personals i havent even read the last few pages girls but will try and catch up tomo and come back to posting. everyone