omg Hoddy that awful!! i would definatly say something. that is just unacceptable! I had to sign an incident report ash as fell over pushing a chair, but they also called me the second he did it and said he was fine but it was just protocol especially when its an accident around the head. And he was perfectly fine.
Im sorry she cries alot, that must be so hard!
Im sure she will settle at some stage... can take a while for some munchkins! hang in there. i have considered other places, but there are the staff that are just awesome then the couple i really dont like that make it hard for me!

Im going to have a word today to the boss at ABC, i dont think there changing ashs nappy often enough, i have never seen him with such bad nappy rash and NO nappies were taken out of his bag that i paked him yesterday. I know they keep a stash of spair, but surely not enough to last a whole day considering i usually only pack 5-6. twice this last week i have picked him up with a pooy nappy! wasnt happy!

As for the wanting to packup and not work.. i have days i do the exact thing so many times but it is on days i am feeling s****y and then i will have a great day and go, what the hell was i thinking, i love my job! lol so i think its normal to have those thoughts.

Nic - i dont really have anyone to help me as mum is in her room and i dont want to wake her anyway. but im so used to doing everything on my own, it doesnt seem natural for me to ask for help iykwim.

Well last night was soooooo much better...
Ash went down at 8.30 and didnt wake till 10.25 and only woke a total of 5 times!!
Not including twice and started to winge and wiggle but then went quiet and i was like wat the.... he had gone back to sleep!! woooot! he was up at 7.15 and ready to run a marathon, but i admit, wen he woke up i did pick him up and give him booby, but he went straight back to sleep and straight back down in the cot - which is such a blessing for me as since the day he was born never stayed in a cot!
So maybe at this stage just getting used to a cot and sleeping alone im happy to breastfeed him (5 times compared to 15 aint bad!)
and then the next step is no boobies just cuddles. - Like u said nic, just taking it slowly for him.

Well got another unit inspection today.. across the road from here LOL

oh and just another quick update... spoke to rob yesterday and said ok wats going on, are we in a relationship or wat.. and he said (cut short as it was about 20 sms - i know i hate talking on the phone) says we are together persay.. we arent 'seeing' any one else and he wants to take it slow because yes fair enough we have known each other for 10years, technically we only have ever been a real couple in high school for 2 months before i cheated on him and we broke up.. (again i know.. ) but he said we had been all over the place and things have been messy between us for a while now, so he wants to just settle down and take things slow and yes he has lots of feelings for me - TBH - im reading it going 'commitment issues' all over it... anyways then he goes, but when we get back together i want to get married first before having more kids.. LOL ok i think that sealed the deal for me... so u saying yes we are together but i dont want a boyfriend girlfriend title... ritey o then! i know it sounds like hes a waste of time and an idiot. but i just love being with him so much it seriously makes me think if im the idiot... oh well.. i still want more babies from him cos he makes damn cute ones!! PML

take care and hello to everyone