Louise - glad to hear all was nice, like kellie said on my FB would be nice if we were all closer and coule all have a big party together....

well tonight is going to be VERY interesting... Last night i started talking to robs SIL and she didnt realise it had been 3 months since rob saw ash and after long conversation she said lets get u and rob together at her place and sort something out and lay some rules for rob.
As much as im really happy to do that as this is prob the step avoiding court stuff, i am really hating the idea of given ash up without me, it so feels like im having my child taken away from me... the idea makes me sick in the stomach, but i guess i knew one day it was bound to happen. So really hoping for some good outcomes tonight. Paul (new man) also goes thru this with his son but was ALOT nastier through the courts so he has his son every second weekend so its gonna be so hard having 2 little boys who come and go all the time! so hard on both of us. Plus robs gonna find out tonight i have a boyfriend so god knows how hes gonna handle that... i would so hate if he had a gf. this is so crap and not fair!! i will never regret having ash but gees i wish i didnt have to do this to him!

hope everyone in melb had a good holiday yesterday, hi everyone else