Well she finally settled enough for me to feed the boys and myself and get them bathed.. and she was still settled so I have just had a lovely shower myself.. I needed it after going to the (TMI toilet and discovered AF is sort of here again **sigh** I don't understand why I can't get a few more months break like most other women. I always get AF back within 4 weeks of my PP bleeding stopping but I am sure it hasn't been 4 weeks since I stopped all together.. At least it would explain why Olivia is out of sorts.. Maybe!!

and the boys have settled as well.. Gee today was total cr!p.. but Simon should be home soon and then the boys can go to bed in an hour and then start all over again tomorrow

I have to admit Ethan has been so good this last hour. Maybe the fact I kinda yelled at them after keeping it in all day helped But while I finished dinner he sat with Olivia and talked to her and then when I went and showered he was still sitting next to her when i came out..

how are all the other bubs today? I must be the chattiest here or I don't have a life ha ha ha