Wow, finally got through reading everthing!!

Pretty tired today, had another horrid night with Miss Scarlett although I am hoping things will get better soon... she had a shower with me this morning & really loved it & was calm even through getting dry & dressed which she normally hates. Even though she wouldn't go down to sleep earlier I am trying out my HAB & she has been asleep in it since 11.30!! Woo Hoo!! I've managed to do a couple of loads of washing which is a step up from the NOTHING WHATEVER that I have managed in the last 2 weeks... speaking of which, Scally is 2 weeks old today!! Feels like it too let me tell you lol.

DP tells me last night that he has decided that we should put off moving to Melbourne as he'd finally listened to my whinging about not being ready, our lease not being up etc... but then he tells me that he is going to leave his job anyway so I was like "Well we might as well move then...??" Who knows what is going to happen, it's all very difficult, scary & confusing atm. I wish I didn't have to think/worry about this on top of Scarlett's issues with grumping & sleeping lately... & my issues of exhaustion!! Everybody just hope for me that it all turns out ok!!