Deb thanks, it has been a rough start for us but I am really starting to enjoy it at last. Although JD was not very settled today, he just finds it hard to get t sleep sometimes. I think he is a bit constipated. If he has trouble passing a poo again tomorrow I will try giving him some cool boiled water before I feed him.
Its funny I am sure that Dh thinks I am exagerating when I say JD has been a good boy like yesterday, cause every time he is home JD plays up. It was fun playing with him tonight though. He had some nappy off time and we kissed and cuddled and played with him so we got a few more smiles and he even tried to giggle again. He is asleep now but it took a while though probably cause I over stimulated him, but I am so desperate for some interaction from him.

I have to say it honestly took me a while to fall in love with him but I am head over heels now! I cant get enough of him, I just want to kiss and smell him all the time. I hate being apart from him and I don't like leaving him with anyone. I dream about him almost every night too. Do you think they are aware of how much we love them at this age? I hope so.

Anyway, my SIL and I are going to babies galore to get his feet and hand moulds done in the morning, I just hope he is settled but I will take a bottle of milk with me just in case. It will be my first shop visit with him. We are a bit behind in the outings mainly because of the rough start we had with him. But the medicine is really helping his reflux now and I am getting more confident. Although I am not looking forward to him getting his vaccinations next week. I will probably cry. I am thinking of giving him a bottle when he gets them so that he is concentrating on something else. What do you experienced mums do when it comes to vaccination time? Any advice for us first timers?