Hello all

YAY my computer is fixed so I can finally type properly on it again!! That also means no more excuses for lack of personals!!

Bec - I understand totally what you are going through with leaving Xavier at cc. Even though rationally you know they are going to be looked after really really well you still cant help but worry - well thats what I do anyway. it is a double edged sword isnt it - you want to go to work to provide but you dont want to leave your baby. I am going back in April but this time for me it is to provide a bit more balance in my life - I will only be working part time - 5 days a fortnight so I am hoping I will feel like I have an identity again other that a mother. In saying all of this Oliver and Jesse both love cc and have a great time and I figure they get to do lots of things that I dont do with them and the socialisation they get is great.

Em - good luck with your move. Are you moving far? Packing is an awful job isnt it and made doubly yucky as you have to unpack it at the other end.

Mel - hello! I dont know of anyone who has had testing done beacsue of their babies head size but by the sounds of it for Jack it is just a genetic thing. His head doesnt look big in any of the photos I have seen. Thanks again for the baileys idea - it really hit the spot!!

Not much new here! DH goes away tomorrow - boo hoo! Thank goodness it has cooled down today but it will be stinking hot again by the weekend. Mum and Dad have offered to have Oliver and Jesse for the weekend which sounds divine but I always feel guilty leaving them with others (not that I do it very often at all) so I am not sure what to do - although as it said it sounds divine just having one to look after on my own. Will have to think about it!!

Hello to everyone else.

I had best run as I am going to go to bed! Have a good night everyone!
Jem