Good luck with the controlled crying Rach. I haven't had any sleeping issues so I can't imagine what that's like.

Brock has been a lil grumpy lately but I guess it's the teething doing it. Going to bed later than usual most nights. He also seems to have sore ears. He's had a cold for a week and now I have it to. I feel just awful. This morning after I fed Brock all I could do was lie on the floor in the lounge while he crawled around. I was just exhausted. Despite this Steve was happy to just walk out the door and go and do his own thing today. Before he left he asked if I wanted him to say. I replied yes & he still went. Because of this I have now chucked him out. I really have to keep him out of the house this time. He's done very little for our son or me for months now & today was the finally straw. It is so daunting wondering how on earth I can get this house looking spick and span to sell it when I have to be back at work in two weeks. Absolutely dreading that now. Have no choice as I'd have to give 4 weeks notice. Maybe I will resign as soon as I go back then just concentrate on being a single mum. Oh and then of course there is the big decision of where to live. Do I stay local or move closer to my parents. I just do not know. It's just all too much to think about. I so didn't want my son to end up being passed between parents as I've seen the damage it's done to his step sister. I joined facebook the other day and managed to track down an old friend I lost track of over a decade ago. She said something to me today that made me think "I stayed in my marriage 8 years longer than I should've because of the kids, big mistake". Do I want to end up like that? Absolutely not.