Rory I am so sorry the hear this news, you are such a positive person, but I guess this close to christmas you have to be... I will pray that when you are ready to start you journey again it wont be a long process...

Mel I cant believe you are going to brave the christmas shops at this late stage, the very best of luck there...

well I have been reading all your post just not doing much on here myself...

lets see I have been in a dark place for a few weeks but I an starting to climb out as it does no one any good for me to be there, so I am just tring to " suck it up " so to speak..

I have been reading the twilight saga I loved them, so didnt think I would, couldnt work out all the twilight hype, but reading the books I understand, they are really easy to read ( read all 4 in a week wasnt much of an mum in that week ) went to see twilight the movie or on DVD, and have to say still cant work out why grown women fell in love with the movie, exceally if they haven read the books... but did go see new moon and thought they did a much better job on that movie, kept in line with the book more which always helps..

we are moving again I know I know I have heard it all from my family, but this time ( for now I still hate Mackay and if we get the oppertuity to move out I will JUMP at it )we are just moving into town, even thought the house we are in is lovely it is too far out and driving me nuts, we are 40ish mins from Mackay, ( where the ONLY shops are food and other ) so if you forget something at food shopping it is a pain in the butt, plus apart from a school in this town there is nothing else you have to drive into town for everything, so the kids cant do any after school activitys unless we drive into town... Plus I am getting FAT, so I really wont to be able to go to a gym next year, and fix my legs before they get beoned control, been able to walk the winkies to school will also help.. We have been excepted to a house that is 4 bedrooms and have town water plus aircon, and a bath which Kailaia was so excited about when she saw it, which the house we are in doesnt have any of those 3...

well thats about me I think, we are having christmas day next weekend as we have to drive up to Cairns on christmas day ( 8 hour drive ) so will be leaving at 3 in the morning, so though it would be nicer for the winkies if they got christmas day a little early so they could actully enjoy there presents... plus when we get back from Cairns we will be moving into the new place...