Aw Tali, maybe the move will help get you out of your headspace - a change of scene might help you all find your groove as a family? Glad you are enjoying the Twighlight books - I might try and read them over the holidays!

Thanks alll for your good wishes - I just jumped into the miscarriage and loss forums and thankfully (so far) don't feel anything like the women in there did/do. But Bath I take your point that the hormone rollercoaster hasn't started yet! ATM though I am just annoyed about the wasted 3 months LOL! It might actually work "better" for us to have a bub towards the end of 2010 - Mick has enrolled for a 2-year part time Master of Teaching at Melb Uni (to become a physics and maths teacher) so to have a bub nearer to the uni break could work well, plus my workflow tends to wind down by Oct/Nov so it will be less pressure on everyone at work if I am around longer.

Speak soon, thanks again girls