I'm finding that I'm always hungry even though I make a point of eating breakfast, lunch & dinner, even if that means I have to eat while Jazz cries.

Today I'm going to look into family day care. I spoke to the head office of the people who organise family day care and they explained it a bit to me. I'll ring my local scheme today. I'm feeling ok with it and if I start temping then family day care might be the best way to go coz of the flexibility etc. I might even put her in one day a week even if I'm at home, I don't know. But they basically said that I have to register with the local scheme and then they will find carers and Matt & I will interview the carer and if we aren't happy with them then the scheme will try and find a different one. It sort of sounds a bit like a nanny. Matt was put in family day care when he was a kid. I think they are meant to be cheaper as well.

I think the thing that makes me most anxious about returning to the workforce is I'm scared to put on my business clothes. Sounds silly I know. I'm not scared in that I don't know if they'll fit coz I'm below my pre-pregnancy weight but my body shape has changed, like my hips are different. Also I'm worried about expressing in a temp job but I'm not sure if I'm ready to stop BF.

Today Matt went into work as normal and he's talking to his team leader and resigning. He's taken a big bag with him so he can clear his desk. I expect him home in about an hour.