Hey girls,

Finally got a chance to sit down ahhhhhh

I took DJ to a mums and bubs yoga class and it was a horrible experience DJ was fine until halfway through and I knew he was tired and was due a sleep but just got unsettled through til the end and during the relaxation time arghhh I was so upset afterwards because I really enjoy my yoga and was in tears because I couldn't relax. Teacher told me not to be stressed because he was unsettled but I felt bad for the other women in the class because he was crying and they couldn't relax either.....so I am not doing that again. I love my yoga and I realised this is the one thing I need to do on my own and without DJ. I am finding I have lost the time to myself lately, sure hubby and I go out occasionally but I don't anything by myself, actually no I lie, the only thing I do for myself all week is my pole dancing which is 1.5 hours to myself which I absolutely love. So, started to look into yoga for just myself, going to get hubby to look after him on Thursday nights while I go to yoga.

I am putting his unsettledness down to a growth spurt and bad wind....... arghhh the joys of motherhood hey???

I went to Doni's work yesterday and checked out the creche, looks like it will be good when completed in July I am thinking to get him used to it before heading back to work, I might put him in for 1 day per week and it will give me a day a week to myself to do what I want. Mind you I will probably spend that one day doing some research and readings for when I return to work.

Went to movies last night with girlfriend and saw Sex and the City and LOVED IT!!! We both wanted to go for a coffee afterwards but coffee shop was closed

anyway girls I am going to relax a bit before DJ wakes up.

Shell xxxx