Well she wasn't taking as much fluids as the doctor wanted so she's been admitted overnight with a nasal gastric tube and a continous flow of hydrolite. Matt is staying at the hospital overnight with her so I can get a (hopefully) full and peaceful sleep coz I need to go to work tomorrow (had Friday and today off). Thankfully the Uni I work at is right down the hill from the hospital so I plan on taking a slightly long lunch and going to the hospital if Jazz & Matt are still there. It's only about a 10min walk from my office.
I felt absolutely terrible! We both left for an hour so I could take Matt home so he could get stuff for tonight and also grab his car. I arrived back to the hospital just before Matt did and Jazz wouldn't make eye contact with me for about 5 mins as if to show she was mad at me for leaving her in a strange place. After a short time she kept staring at me in the eyes but I could tell from the look in her eyes that she was upset with me. It made me cry a little. I do hope things like that don't leave a lasting memory even at 6 months old. I really don't want her thinking I always leave her coz I go to work or even just from tonight leaving her in hospital for an hour alone (the staff kept checkin on her of course).
Anyway, I'm completely wrecked coz I've been up since 3am and wasn't sleeping too well prior to that either. Off to bed and looking forward to a hopefully uninterrupted sleep! No snorring, no crying, no vomit! Just me and the cat and I might put some relaxing music on also.
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