Oh Skye. Hope he'll be ok, and you too. Look after yourself hun.

Jazz is really getting quite mobile now and crawling forwards with much more coordination...still quite uncoordinated, but getting better and further...trying to chase the kitten.
I sat down and had a good look at what happens at day care (from the book the FDC lady writes in) and I've discovered a routine which I've written down to try and stick closely to on weekends. I have written it all down for Matt and pre measured the formula for the day and gotten out her jars of food. I hope he sticks to the routine as well, he's bad at that.

We've not been doing too well. His depression is really bad and when he's having a downer (which seems to be happening a lot more frequently) I cop a lot of verbal abuse and it's getting harder to take. I've taken the step of seeking out councelling (free councelling). Am on a 4-6 week waiting list for that. I hope it helps. I'm going to try everything to save this marriage. But in the end, once I've tried everything if it's not working then it's not working. I'm not ready to give up yet though.