Well today was the day ( well thursday is officilay) but work started back today and I went in to help the girls set up and get organised etc. I left Will with mum and was fine..worked most of the day had anice lunch with the girls and bought some enw toys etc for the room. Got home about 3.30 to pick Will up took him home for anap and a cuddle and promplty burst into tears. I cired for over an hour as it finally sunk in that I was going back to work in a reduced capacity yet again ( no longer room leader as only 2 days)AM not sure why I got so emotional even snapped at Nick becasue he didnt ask how my first day was. I know it will all be fine but its yet another change in my life and I looked at Will and stillsaw the tiniest baby in my arms who needed me.I hope all these feelings make me al the more empathetic with the parents I comfort this week. I know its hormones and tiredness and I am being a big sooky la la but I am allowed to be....arent I? L*