oh no sj- dont feel bad about writing it.. it's what you feel and im glad you did.
i think we've come together a long way, and we've become friends. and we can talk about these things xoxox

yeah, that sux about skin colour. they are so pedantic about the shade of your colour more than anything. it's an asian/subcontinent mentality. they sell skin lightening products the same way they sell skin tanning products here!

had a bad night, for some reason couldnt sleep till 1am, then poopy kept grizzling at 4.30am so went to tuck him back in, and he woke and was hungry, so fed him till 5.30. had a bit of sleep and he was grizzling from 6.30, and did his im hungry cry at 8. i can never sleep when he's grizzly cos im waiting for his im hungry cry.
talk soon xoxo