OOooh I'm so happy for you Jessica!! It's great to feel less zombie like huh!! I do still have days where I feel like that though and I think it's when Oskar's a bit more unsettled during the night and then I have the cat misbehaving on top of it... at least I can lock the cat in the laundry!! I meant to ask you the other day how your interview went. I hope you get something which works how you want it to! I was down the road the other day and helped my friend out while Oskar was asleep and it felt good to feel useful in a different way IYKWIM? I know I'm useful and all with Oskar and around the house and cooking and all of that, but just to be useful outside of here was really nice and felt really good and refreshing! So, I think I need to find something that I can do from home cos I'm so not ready to give Oskar's care over to someone else and we don't have family close by to babysit.

Caro, I know ya loves me!!! I don't know what is going on the past couple of days... I would have to guess a growth spurt cos he's feeding more during the day at the moment too. 6 hours can feel like the BEST huh!! I reckon these two boys must be in synch cos he slept for about 6 hours after his 12:30 booby wake up call!

Well, I guess I should go and start making dinner while Oskar is awake cos I need to use the food processor.... chicken sausage rolls tonight... yumbo! With choc and caramel tart thingys for dessert.. hmmmm better make sure I go for my walk tomorrow!!