Sarah, carrot cake was soooo yummy!! It's almost finished but only cos I've been making myself NOT eat it all!! How are Xander and Ari feeling now? You feeling better yourself??

Bec, sorry I can't help with that query. I hope something works for you and good luck with work!!

Karina, I'm soooo with you! I can't leave Oskar yet, I can't actually even bear the thought of it. I love being with him way too much. WOOOHOOOOOOO Claire!! You clever little munchkin! I love how they look so proud of themselves once the work out how to actually do something. So cute.

Well mum got back from Cambodia yesterday. She called me this morning. She wanted to know when I go shopping so she can babysit...lol. I'm like... well I am still BF so he comes with me. Anyway, I haven't left him for more than 10 mins so far and that was with Andy... so I can't see me agreeing to leave him for more than that anyway! Today... isn't too good of a day healthwise for me so I had a cry this morning. I feel so bad sometimes though.. last night I watched the thing on the ABC about Belinda Emmett .. it was beautiful but also really made me think more about how what I have to deal with is nowhere near anything like she did and she was so brave and strong. I mean she had her days as well like anyone would, but yeah, I feel like I don't have the right to feel down at times about it IYKWIM? Anyway, we're soldiering on ...I am happy that Oskar is such a good little man though cos when I have bad days it certainly makes it easier.