Sassy - Omg are you thinking you might be preg again? We are not using any contraception atm but not totally sure i want to have another one, I cant take the pill as i get migraines and have had implanon implant before and it was horrible (long story), thinking maybe of getting merina put in but need to ask doctor if it will have same side effects as implanon. My ticker is wrong also as it shoud say 2 months 3 weeks and 3 days, not sure what is the go with them.

We had Hamish's Baptism yesterday and he was such a good boy, Satuday night he slept all night and woke at 8am i fed and bathed him, dressed him in his outfit and we headed to the church at 10am, he fell asleep in the car and slept right through the mass and only woke when the minister was pouring the water on his head. I fed him in the car after church before heading out for lunch with family and friends. He slept in the pram whilst we had lunch and woke up extremely happy for cuddles and photos with everyone. I was so proud of him and he was definetly the cutest baby being baptised.lol i am biased i know. We have had a fantastic weekend and for three nights he has slept all night and i cant believe how good it feels to finally get some sleep again, and i know that it is more than likely he will start waking up again through the night so i will just enjoy every moment of sleep i can. I love this age, Hamish is starting to mimmick noise etc and giggles and talks all the time it is so gorgeous. I am enjoying him so much atm, i didnt have the best relationship with dd father and it was a struggle when she was a baby so i feel like i didnt get the opportunity to cherish her as a baby, makes me sad when i think back now. I see her with Hamish and how much she loves him and often tells him he is so special and i love you to him all the time, i need to tell her more often how special she is too as i feel i never did it enough when she was younger. Oh i best be off getting all teary now.