AF showed this morning. I was so freakin all day yesterday.

Jess: i would be freaked out if i was preg again.

well i dont know if bub is gettin sick or wat. she wont drink much of her bottles and from 6 till bedtime it is a scream match and she wont go to bed without a fight. been like this the last 2 nights. she was just gettin into a really good routine and its gone

i started the cohens diet yesterday. it is smashing me sooooooooo bad. i hope i loose the weight fast so i can go back to normal. i decided i need to take action. i had no clothes that fitted we was still puttin on weight and my knees get really sore when i put on too much weight. i was 70kg b4 i got preg and last week i was up to 98kg.