thanks everyone for the kind thought. we got through it all pretty good.

Nana: it so must suck not having help with the sleep issues. When he throws up in the cot is it cause he is crying so much. we were told to use controlled cryign adn tired but coudlnt even get to 2 mins with out her throwing up everywhere.
i know it is hard people bringing up PND i didnt want to go to the doc when it was suggested to me and i didnt want any one to know i was on tabs for it either but it did help me alot. mine was caused by alot of stress from goign back to work so early not just having bub. dont feel like u have failed or anything. i really need somethign to help u and it might make things a little easier.
also with giving aadi somethign to put him to sleep i think it might be a good thing too. maybe it might help get him into a routine and u might not need it for very long.

i cant wait till sunday till jayda see's her eggs lol. i dont care how much choccy she gets more for me then............. i mena my diet is goign great lol.

jess: woo hoo on the steps. its so crazy isnt it they r gonna be running around soon. i think jayda will be by her birthday lol