Sarah great to see you back in here. I also had a peek at your photo's on fb and juliette is gorgeous, she reminds me of cody he was a cubby bubby!!!! I too was diagnosed with Hasimoto's disease about two months ago. I am feeling much better lately, have to go for another blood test in early february. I know what you mean when you say that little things are a struggle, i did not know that one person could feel so tired. By lunch time i was ready for bed and by 7 i could not keep my eyes open. I am on 50mg at the moment and i feel really great but i think that anything is better then how i felt!! I hope that you feel better soon, i know so many people lately who have been diagnosed its weired. Hope to see you back again soon and i will add you on fb next time i am on there.
Jess tiahna is sooooooooooooooooooo cute on those videos, in the bath, crawling or should i say ???????????????? there is no real way of discribing it, so gorgeous you should be proud. Sorry to hear about your bad night hope that she sleeps well for you today, wow on your house work you got alot achieved yesterday, i wish i could have one daya week when someone else looked after the kids so i could just clean the entire house!! I know what you mean when you say your house looks messy cause its cluttered. Its the story of mylife no matter what i do there is just stuff everywhere. We are looking to upgrade next year to a bigger house, just have to save some money first and hopefully after the next financial year.
Girl22 i am glad that she was in bed early and i hope you had agreat night sleep.
Well Abbie is still rolling everywhere, pushing herslelf backwards till she gets stuck. Is everyone's bubs sitting up? Abbie nearly can she just forgets that i am not behind her and gets excited and pushes back with her legs. Oh well soon enough!!
Hope everyone has a great day, i have lots of kids today so better be off and get ready
Morning
Sarah welcome back, i have been keeping an eye on you on facebook lol, i perused your pics last night, where has the time gone there not littlw babies anymore and juliette is a beautiful chubby baby oh i love chubby kids. She looks like a happy girl too.
Nikki hamish has been sitting for a few weeks now, he sits really well now, no need for the cushions around him anymore, he has got lazy with the crawling now though, would rather sit and play.
Jess it is hard to admit when you are not coping, i was the same when dd was a baby and then one day a lady i hadnt seen for years come up to say hi in the supermarket one and asked how i was and i burst into tears, felt like a real idiot at the time but i was at my wits end and it was just building up to the point where i burst. I think sometimes it just helps to talk about it, but if it doesnt seem to be getting any better for you might be best to see your doc, it is nothing to be ashamed of. As we said to sass, we are all here if you need us.
Girl yay on getting jasmeena to sleep, did she stay asleep?
Have to work again this arvo so i better get going and finish my housework, gee i wish people would pick up after themselves in this house, i think they believe i have nothing better to do than clean up all there crap all day.. grrrr
Nikki- i thought there was someone else that mentioned the hasimoto's disease...
Also thanks... we think DD is a cutie too... i know its not really crawling cos she's not on all 4s but she does that everywhere now... I think i will have to either get a play pen or some barriers... She was almost into the dining area while i was hanging out the washing yesterday. i cam in and almost tripped over her... Next time i'll have to put her in teh high chair... she just gets around everywhere. DP complained cos tha was all the house work i got done... lol... I just lack energy lately... and motivation... every since we move into this house i just havent had inspiration to do much at all... doesnt help that i'm not getting good sleep... i need to drop some weight but same thing just can seem to get going... my own fault...need a good kick up the butt... I hate clutter but we brought what we could afford.... maybe in few yrs time we can look at a bigger house.... we idealy need a 4 bd room with seperate family and dining and an added room like rumpus or living room would be great... also a double garage... If i had of had an extra 50,000 we could have moved intoa bigger one but cant go back now... we'll make do with what we have everyone has to start somewhere... cant get that mansion straight away...
DD isnt sitting up... I mean she can in the high chair or on the lounge and can for few minutes on the floor but she doesnt seem to like it... she just pushes her legs and arches her back and wants no part in sitting unless in the high chair where she pulls herself up to sit.
Abb- People always ask how i am and i act like everything is GREAT... but the days where i cant seem to manage getting our of my PJs, where every little thing gets to me, where i feel like i could just scream or run out the front door and not come back is what worries me... DP doesnt understand... He sees being a SAHM as a luxury... like its not a job and its so easy... MIL is the type of person who had support when DP was young and with BIL there was a 12 yr gap and she was back at work when he was 6 weeks old and he was in care. most of my friends seem like supermums and can juggle so many things at once... clean houses, perfect kids, have time for mani's, pedi's, hair appointments, coffee trips with the girls... Me i barely leave the house, shower at 11 at night cos its the only chance i get. DS is full on and when DD is being dificult my skin itches and i just feel like curling up in a ball... Every visit with the CHN and GP i put on this act... I dont do it on purpose but it just comes blurting out "yeah things are fine... " With DP on night shift most days i feel like all day is spent holding DD so she doesnt scream the house down and at night when DP is at work i still have her and then the night wake ups aswell... i feel like its a 20 hour a day job....anyways enough blabbing... no point getting down about it... just have to get on with the job as DP says...
Well i finally got her back to sleep... I bet it'll only last 10-20 mins... So best get this washing on the line... BBL... I'm in no mood to clean up all day... so tired i can hardly keep my eyes opened.
Last edited by Je$$_84; December 16th, 2008 at 07:50 AM.
Jess it sounds like you are in need of a well earned break, is there anyone who could take the kids for a few hours for you? IKWYM about dp not understanding my ex was very similiar and it makes things worse if they only spent 24 hrs in your shoes they may understand. Dont feel bad about your house or even staying in your pjs you have 2 young children to look after, the house can wait.
jess: dont push ur self hun. ur not a failure if u go on AD's. it is better for ur kids to get better then to hold off doign anythign about it.
mine isnt really the home side of things it is more work. i went back so early and push and pushed myself i finally cracked.
jayda is doing the comando crawl everywhere now the kids r so excited until she gets into everythign they r tryin to play with or build.
today has been a bit of a let down. DH got me a watch and necklace even though i dont wear jewellery oh well atleast he tried lol. everyone else has forgotten i reminded my mum and SIL when they rang for other things this morning. MIL remembered but i got a sarcastic message that there is a present up there if we will be in the area soon. she is always dropping hints that we never go there and says oh if u r shopping u "could" drop in on the way.
I hope that you have a great day, have you thought about having time off to get your self back together. Because your family is the most important thing you should take care of yourself first. I know its easier said then done and i don't put my self first either. I really hope that you feel better soon and atleast you got something special for your birthday even if you don't wear it, men don't really know what to buy thats why i drop MASSIVE hints to what i want, as in the tell cody to go and show daddy this catalogue and show him mummy wants this lol!!!!! Well its the only way.
Jess jess jess well you really need to talk to someone about it so then can help you. I know its really hard to ask and when i first had abbie my dh's work was moving and he was working heaps and heaps as he was at work when we got out of bed in the morning and he was still at work when we went to bed at night. It was really really hard and i would put on a front to everyone that it was all ok, but would cry all day, send dh horrible text messages i was so angry at him although it was not his fault. It is really hard to do it all by yourself but believe me it gets easier and just ask for help it really will be the best thing you ever did.
Abbie is the same she is not really interested in sitting up is happier when she is rolling around the place. She can sit up but she just pushes herself backwards and forgets that i am not behind her anymore.
Yasmeenia went to sleep at 8pm, woke up at 9:30pm she had a quick feed and was back to sleep within 10mins. She later woke up at 11:30pm or midday and feed her again and was back to sleep. She woke up at 6am to have a nappy change and was feed, back to sleep. 'We both woke up at 10am.
I can somewhat relax now. Since I sat for one of my exam and deferred the other one. I am waiting for my unit coordinator to call me to see if I can sit for the exam. You ladies must be busy with christmas shopping. Happy new year to everyone.
it sounds like you are in need of a well earned break, is there anyone who could take the kids for a few hours for you? IKWYM about dp not understanding my ex was very similiar and it makes things worse if they only spent 24 hrs in your shoes they may understand. Dont feel bad about your house or even staying in your pjs you have 2 young children to look after, the house can wait.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SASSY
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