jess: dont push ur self hun. ur not a failure if u go on AD's. it is better for ur kids to get better then to hold off doign anythign about it.

mine isnt really the home side of things it is more work. i went back so early and push and pushed myself i finally cracked.

jayda is doing the comando crawl everywhere now the kids r so excited until she gets into everythign they r tryin to play with or build.

today has been a bit of a let down. DH got me a watch and necklace even though i dont wear jewellery oh well atleast he tried lol. everyone else has forgotten i reminded my mum and SIL when they rang for other things this morning. MIL remembered but i got a sarcastic message that there is a present up there if we will be in the area soon. she is always dropping hints that we never go there and says oh if u r shopping u "could" drop in on the way.