morning girls

off to get ryans 6 month check up done this morning i haven't had him weighed in awhile so i may be in for a suprize i went to the doctors yesterday for my test results it looks like i have rheumatiod arthritis non reactive ???? i have a referral for a specialist so hopefully i will get sorted out soon

Just a thought i don't think i've told you girls whats been happening with me Doh ...
when ryan was 3 weeks old i couldn't get out of bed all of my joints ( even my toes) swelled up i was refusing medication cause i so wanted to breatfeed but after many tests it looks like rheumatiod arthritis so after living in complete pain for over 5months i have to do something i have dropped ryan a couple of times as i was putting him down on the bed etc ( it sounds worse then it was he dropped a couple of centimetres ) i have dropped and busted countless full bottles of milk in the shop and plates and cups you name it you get the picture life isn't always rosey