Elissa - I did read your post honey, just having a moment tonight, please forgive me.

Shazz - you need a password honey

Christine - oh the poor things, how terrible. I am praying for her.


Well girls I was doing really well this week until today, one of my closest people I have met here and adore told me she is 14 weeks pregnant. Yep you got it she told me today. I don't understand..... Not only am I dissapointed as she knew about my pregnancy but I am saddened to think that we could have been due within a few weeks of each other and there is no-one in the world I would have enjoyed sharing this journey with more! I am so sad, can't stop crying, I thought I was feeling so much better this week, but now I am not doing so well again!!!!!!!!!