Evening ladies,

Christine - Oh that is terrible news. I really hope that everything turns out ok for the family. I am will be sure to send a few prayers their way. I'm so sorry.

Sheree - Your doing so well honey. Just remember there are going to be days like this for a little while longer. Its ok to cry. Let it all out honey. The worst thing you can do is to keep it all bottled up inside. Its not good for you to do that. Maybe your friend did'nt say anything because she wanted to wait until after 12 weeks before telling anyone about the pregnancy. Then in the mean time you lost your pregnancy and she might have felt terrible and did'nt know how to come out and tell you about hers. I wish i was there to just give you a big long hug and a shoulder to cry on. I am here sweetie.

Nat - Thanks so much for that mate. I have decided to go ahead with the application! Even though i will proabably be the 5001 person to apply! Fingers crossed i am lucky enough to get in! Do you remember what sort of questions were on the STAT exam???

Elissa - Sounds as though you have some life changing decisions to make! Seems as though we are both in the same boat at the moment. Must be the decision making time of the year! Good luck with it all!

Shazz - Yep just tried to have a looky but we need a password to gain entry! Looking forward to seeing them.

Well i am totally wrecked again tonight. Had another few drinks lastnight and did'nt get to bed till 3.30am. I wonder if this classes me as a bad mum?!?!? I drank on saturday night, lastnight and will probably be going out out this saturday night after we watch the footy! I do feel bad but i know that i won't be doing anything like this for a long time after the next 2 weekends.

We went into the beach today for lunch and just layed around under a palm tree till 4pm. It was lovely. Lunch was a bit sh*t though. Fish n Chips were really oiley. Briley had a ball just cruising around everywhere chasing seagulls! We took her for a small in the rockpool and she totally freaked out! I hope we have'nt left it too late to get her used to the water. She normally loves it.

Briley is talking so well lately. She answers yes and no to thing all the time. Like today at the beach i asked her if she wanted to go for another swim and she replied with "No more!". Brent and i just laughed. She is really starting to pull her words together now! I just spin out big time at how smart she is. She is growing up so quickly!

Her teeth are coming right down now. She looks like this real little person with them. Sad to see that my baby is really growing up now.

Well i think i might hit the hay girls!

Hope you are all well...

Ni night