Babies Born May 2006 #40

[Ilithyia]

Morning girls,

First of all, I just want to thank you all so much for the love and support that you guys have given me. I really do appreciate it.

Well i have woken up feeling very motivated today. And i have made a bold decision to go back to work for a month or two. Brent's work is real touch and go at the moment and i am sick of the stress of having to worry about how we are going to make the house payments when he has been sent home from lack of work.

I don't want to but i have to. I also see it as a way of having "me" time while bringing in some money. I am only after a temp position and i think i will get one straight away. I have a very good record with the temp agency that i go through and plus there are plenty of other Admin positions around at the moment.

I will be honest and say that as i am typing this i have a feeling of dread. Dread to leave my babies when mostly i just want to stay home with them and do my studies rather than work. But in saying that, i really think this will be my saviour.

I am happy to hear everyones opinions on this. At the moment my way of thinking is....If i get a job straight away it was meant to be. If i don't get one, it was'nt meant to be. I am happy with this thought!

[shereejoy]

Sara - I am not sure what my opinion is on this to be honest, but after reading your last line - I am glad you said that to be honest. Please don't put too much pressure on yourself. You are still breastfeeding Colby don't forget. But I know also it will give you the outlet that you obviously need too. But also don't forget that you don't have to work if you don't want too. Hubby should go and get another job if things don't work out. You don't need this worry at your sensitive state atm. Sorry probably gave you no answers really, you do what you think it best ultimately. Mwah.



Well girls, we had to sleep in the spare room last night as that a/c works better then the one in our bedroom. What a horrible horrible hot night. This summer aint gonna be fun.

And I didn't sleep well and kept touching my nipples and they slightly feel sorer YAY! I have a sympton. So this morning I took another pregnancy test, which I would not normally but I have read that so many people do this, so thought it couldn't hurt. And the test was more positive then ever. The control line came up nice and strong and almost instantly, whereas the ones last week, took a few minutes. Yay I am so excited and feeling more confident.