sheree - wow i can't believe you have 38 degrees already! Our hottest so far has ben 27, any more than 30 and our little family just doesn't cope very well! Good on you for tidying under the house, i would be way to scared of creepy crawlies to get under our house. You know, i reckon, Lachlan is probably a lot more co-ordinated than Archie, Archie isn't very good at climbing at all, dont worry about trying to teahc him things yet, he will pick them up in his own sweet time, let him be a rough and tumble boy while he can. yay at the BFP, that should help you feel more confident!

kim - LOl at Darcy watching the washing going round, its amazing what they find interesting...

sara - oh gosh, i totally know where you are coming from, i am so over having to organise other people's lives, i have enough trouble trying to organise mine! i can't imagine how stressful it would be with extra adult in the house!! Oh Sara, i can't believe it, we are both thinking the same things about ourselves....i cant find "me' anymore and i can't seem t have relaxed fun with DH like we used to, last night i had a major meltdown, Dh told me Archie shouldn't have a dolls pram or a toy kitchen cause they are too girly and he will get picked on WTF! that was it, i hid in the bedrooma nd bawled and bawled, DH eventually found me and helped me get over it (for now). I honestly am thinking that i still have PND but i am in such denial, im not the type of person who is depressed, i have nothing to be depressed about this is the best time in our lives so far in every way......i am gonna talk to the GP about maybe seeing a psych and getting my head sorted out.....just need to get past the denial...

As i just said to Sara, i am in a bad place atm with anxiety and now i am thinking (dreading) depression. i am so angry at myself as we are in the best position we have ever been in and here i am sleeping and crying and battling with anxiety every time i leave the house. i am angry that the GP and the Counsellor both told me i was fine and coping really well. Where do i go from here? GP again???

Was meant to pick my sister up from school at 12 to take her to the dentist and she was nowhere to be seen, haven't heard from her so who knows....

Archie had fun at kindergym this morning, i felt so rare, all the other mums knew each other and chattted the whole time and here is me by myself.....oh boo hoo get over it!LOL.

Sorry for the negative post, thankyou all so much for the support you give to me, you have no idea how much you all help.