sheree - well i really hope that lachlan has grown out of his reflux so he doesn't have to have another endo. LOla t lachlan not enjoying the shopping last week! Bummer that he got up so early, Arch has ben doing the same since it startd getting lighter earlier, the first week or so it knocked him for a 6 but he is used to it now ans still is up by 6:30 every day. Glad lachlan slept in again this morning, it must wreck you getting up so early in the first tri

shazz - ho no, what an awful night for you guys! What is keeping Ryan up all night??(just realised that might be a stupid question cause if you knew what was keeping him up at night then you'd probably know how to fix it so he slept all night.....)

sara - i hope you are starting to feel better about the whole ordeal, i can't imagine how stressful it must have been. MMMMM chrisco, we got it for a couple of years, its always so exciting the day it gets delivered!

kim - those nappies are beautiful, i am sooo jealous i always wanted to try a minkee. Oh im so sorry to hear that Darcy isn't well, i hope its just a 24 hour thing and she is okay tomorrow, hope you dont get it too, big hugs

Tania - enjoy the xmas party, how special are you going in a limo!!!

i made some big decisions today. i have organised for Archie to go to Family Day Care for 3 hours every wednesday to give us both time away from each other, as i am getting less and less patient and more and more snappy as the days go by, poor baby. i am really scared and guilt ridden about it but i know its best for us both. I go to meet the lady on Wednesday, if i like her he will start going the week after....feels like such a huge step....am gonna see if i can find a casual job too, just maybe 10-15 hours a week. im really dreading his first day though as he has always been SO clingy with me