Good morning all,

Rayn is going well now we have put him on the bottle i am still expressing and he has 1 to 2 bottles of ebm a day my poor BB's are just so sore i have never been so torn about anything like this in my life i really wanted to Bf successfully this time round and it looks like it just isn't going to happen but what ever is the best for him and for me also is just what i have to consider he is still gaining weight at a rapid rate he is now 10 pd 14 1/2 oz so as long as he is gaining i'm happy and the plus side is we are getting a little more sleep then when we were Bf so there is also a up side but i still feel very sad that i couldn't give him what nature intended him to get from me but i'll get over it eventually sorry for the babbling i think i'm trying to convince myself i'm doing the right thing

Never ~ i 'm sure you'll be fine when hubby goes back to work we'll be here for you vent away if you need us
when you figure out a way to stretch Adams feed times can you share your secret with me as i have not been able to get Ryan a minute past when he thinks he needs food