Shazz ~ Big hugs matey I'm sure you are doing the right thing. I know that when I was PG the decision seemed to be a fairly easy one - you do what is right for bubs... Now that I'm BF I can clearly see how all the emotions etc can get in the way. But you are definately doing the right thing for Ryan - there is no doubt about it! I hope you're feeling better about it soon.

Well my little man is still sleeping so I'm just doing some quick posts before I tackle some housework! Otherwise not much exciting happening here... oh except I'm sure we got a grin out of Emerson despite what people say about babies not knowing how to smile. He is really going to be gorgeous when he starts flashing that gummy grin around! We were trying to wake him up and we were poking and prodding and I can’t remember what it was but we both started laughing and Em just opened his eyes and flashed this huge grin - dimples and all! It was gorgeous. He might not have meant to but that's how it went!

Oh and I'm getting my tallboy delivered next Tuesday finally!!! I'm running out of room and he has stuff EVERYWHERE!!! So I can't wait for that.

Will chat later ladies - those dishes are calling my name...

I can't seem to edit and I just lost an addition to my last post for you Kellee!!

It went something like - we posted at the same time again! It definately feels a lot better with everything healing up though I stopped complaining as much when my mum informed me that when she had me she had 36 stitches - ouch!!! I'm really only doing dishes and generally tidying. I am feeling better but not too sure about the agressive movement that vacuuming etc would bring on lol so I'm avoiding it (well that's my excuse anyway) Still sending loads of labour vibes your way!!

I'm copying this before I hit post LOL!!