Thanks guys - I think I'll have a look on ebay today and see whats out there. Hmm, love the idea of a 'normal' bag too but I really want lots of compartments and haven't had much luck finding one!!!

Well, I'm afraid I'm not feeling very good today - just really down in the dumps. There's been even more tears this morning and I don't quite know what my problem is. I think I'm just sick of having to work everything out myself. This morning we tried to use the food thickener before feeding Luke and it was a disaster - I have no idea how to make him eat the thick paste that it turns into. Then, when we had got about half of it down, I tried to feed him and he refused it altogether. Its really frustrating and upsetting. I'm so close to just putting him on formula - I can't keep going like this - its just not like me to be in tears all the time. I think I'm going crazy. Luke is coping so much better than I am and is a happy little boy again now, so I don't know what my problem is.

Anyway, enough of that, think I need to go out and buy a new nappy bag - that should lift my spirits a little.

Better go.

Kelly xxx