will look for baby yogurt too.
i am just so over everything at the mo. dh and i just keep fighting and ive had enough. i am so sick and tired of being taken advantage of. for weeks i have been saying i need a break and i get no regard. ive just started snapping back with whatever nasty comment comes into my head.
we've decided to move back with his parents yet i still have to work. how the f**k am i meant to get up and do an 8 hour shift when i am still getting up 6 times a night. its like 'you're ok you'll manage'. well i dont want to just f**king manage. ive been managing on my own for the past 8 freaking months without a complaint and now when i want some time on my own its too much to ask.
we only have one car (well the other one needs a bit of work) so when he goes out i am stuck at home. so i said thats it i'm getting the other one fixed and getting another baby seat. well apparently thats not on our list of priorities. i'll tell you one thing, me not going mental is high on my priorities list.
i have never felt this over it in our 10year relationship and i dont know if i can bounce back from it