I know exactly what you mean Tara! I keep looking at Aston this last week or so, and marvelling at how much of a little BOY he is now, not a baby. and seeing as he is my last little baby I'm sad, but happy at the same time...He is delightful, and can make me laugh. He has started coming up and cuddling me randomly, just like Laura and Nathan, and Richard all do. its so lovely, and makes me all teary.