Awww girls, DH & I just had this conversation last night & it went like this

me: Are you sure you don't want anymore children?
him: I thought you were happy and looking forward to getting started in your career in a few years? Why would you want another child to set it back another few years?
me: yeah.... but I just don't know, I'm not ready yet to say I'm finished entirely
him: Why this sudden change? Its going to take me a long time to get my head around having another baby. This has come out of nowhere Christy....
me: nah... its called being clucky. Its just I want a baby again... now that JJ has hit the cranky 2 stage, I want to breastfeed again, I want to wear my baby in a sling again....
him: (gives me a cuddle) well... I don't.

I knew that, and I was happy with his decision and okay with it. But now he's pulling out of our agreement to look into fostering children as well. We were going to do that when the girls were above grade 6 in school. Now we have heard some horrible stories from foster parents & he's scared. So I feel like I want a baby.... it really makes no sense whatsoever....