Tan - i checked out ur pics - How good do u look!!!!!!!! Also i would be pretty upset about being left behind! that brought up something i was thinking about the other night - why are we the ones that have to make all the sacrifices and miss out on everything?

Hippiemummy and Leigh- how did the needles go today?

Snoopea - hahaha sorry! Bianca is going well - her silent reflux has turned into the vomiting reflux i think but apart from that she is a gem! growing up too fast tho! I was surprised at the reaction i got from ppl when they found out her name - wasnt too sure if many ppl would like it - but i love it - and so it turns out so do quite a few ppl! it suits her to i think!

Olivesmummy - i know what u mean about the pang of sadness - i was looking at pictures of Bianca when she was born and that brought tears to my eyes - she has grown soooooo fast! why is it ur 9months goes so slow and when they are born time flys? its not fair!

Well i lasted 3 hours out at the shops with Bianca today - i phone DH once and msg'd him twice so i thought i did pretty well - but apparently i talked non stop to my friend about her! i also had a bit of a teary when i got to the shops cause it felt wrong not having B with me - i wasnt even there when she woke up this morning - and im ALWAYS there - im the one that gets her out of her cot because i love it - but no not this morning - what a mean mummy i am!