Hi everyone, haven't time to read all that I have missed (cause it is pages lol) so no personals. Hope everyone is doing ok.

I have been battling a bout of depression. Not sure if it is from my BP meds, PND or normal depression so will be asking the dr on Friday to rule out medical sources. Hope he can sort it out because I feel like crap. Just want to cry all the time and the slightest remark from DF can set me off. Have been having dreams where I have bought my own house and moved out. I don't really want to do that.

Meara is going really well and growing so fast. She is now in the next size up nappies (5-11kg) and in 000 clothes. Still doing the comp feeding and it is working for us. She is smiling and cooing at us every morning and it is so good. Although trying to look after the 2 youngest is very trying at times as Kaylee is very high maintenance lol.

Hippy - I still swaddle Meara as she doesn't sleep well if she is unwrapped but use light weight wraps. I am leaving them looser though than what I used to.

Hollye - Happy 21st Birthday. That was a long time ago for me lol. I turned 40 last October and then had Meara 3 days later hehehe. They tell me life begins at 40 but I didn't expect to still be having babies : 8

Have to go but happy thoughts to everyone. Take care over these holidays

Kim