Hi eveyone,
I'm a bit depressed today as I found out this morning that the infection I have in my nipples is resisitant to all normal AB and the ones I need I can't BF with. I had 3 choices, pump and dump for a week and use formula then go back to expressing, wean, or go to hospital for 5 days and have intravenous AB's which I can bf with. I chose the first option but am feeling pretty down. Expressing is hard enough work without tipping it down the sink. I have enough freezer reserves for probably 2 days but am going to space them out across the week just to keep Olive used to the taste of bm. I think if it was closer to the 6mth mark I would just stop bfing but i'm so passionate about it. But at the same time I need to look after my own health and if I get anymore infections will have to go away to a specialist to check my immune functions. The AB are hardcore ones that can effect your mental state so hopefully I get none of that, i'm tired enough without that thankyou very much. Arrgg, ok.
Sorry no personals, just needed a vent.




youre an inspiration. I hope things get better soon for you 
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