hi guys,
I guess ive been pretty lucky with the bfeeding, jacob latches on really well (with a lot of snorting and snuffling and grunting..) then grunts his way thru a boob and a half every time, I just get worried that hes not draining the breast properly, hes been having a few power chucks, makes me a bit scared to lie him down, afraid he will choke.
has anyone else been having the baby blues? I know its supposed to be perfectly normal but I just cant get my head together, I will start crying for no reason and I just cant stop, poor dp is getting a bit frustrated as he cant see why I am crying and the fact that there really is nothing wrong doesnt sit right with him....
well, I suppose im fibbing a bit there, I really need to get out all my dissapointment about my birthing experience, dp doesnt understand, he just says, well where would you rather have the stitches? in your belly or your fanny? not much help.
my mother is the type to just say get over it, but she never had a c section, all us kids were born vaginally.....I dont know, it wasnt that traumatic or anything, but I just cant "get over it" iykwim?? every time I think about it I feel ripped off and I want to howl.
sorry to unburden all that here, but I dont have anyone to talk to about all this.

hope you are all well and sleeping well, hugs to all bubs xxx